How I Know I'm Home: A Minnesota Poem

Gordon Lightfoot and George Strait on the radio,

white cold—fastened—frozen bodies of water.

The chance at an orange-bellied brook trout—

flowing Minnesota, make my heart hum.

Woodcock, pheasant, grouse, pointer dogs,

a loud flush bursting from the brush.

That spot outside of town I lost my English springer spaniel, Tracker,

when I was in college, the old house we drive past

searching for a memory still stuck echoing in a Mahtomedi cul-de-sac.

A childhood friend who drives five hours

for a coffee, croissant, and hug—”I love you.”

A crappy cup of $2 gas station sludge—I miss so much—

held warm in my palms as I press my boot to the clutch.

A dirt road covered in snow. “Oh, you betcha.”

Surrounded by those I miss most—family, friends, whānau, and pets.

The startling realisation that time is like

shelf ice sliding down with the river.